wish-upon-a-star

2005-02-13T13:06:00.000-08:00

it's been 3 days i didn't update.so fine. fine.u blow my mind.

urgh.he's that weird.weird.weird weird.

wha can i say?met him yesterday,not las Fri.was supposed to,but no.
some kind of problem he got.it irritates me.
Khai.our relationship is not working.if u reading this.
i think i just want a timebreak.give yourself sometimes to think ok.
just don't think about yourself.think about me.
my fault.your fault.which is which.thanks for the movies.the pics.
nice.dolce.

friday-after sch,can't meet him.meet Izwan.a kid who's schooling at siglap sec.1 yr older than me.
gangster?kinda.but watever.

Biyol.that's him.od gave such a nice name.why biYol?
urgh.i'm so jealous of his fingernails.so so long.
mine.too short.like the height.
hah.

at school,just taking pics with friends.like Ila.

my class chairman.
she's so sophomore.ducks.and one is grace.nice name.wish that's mine.
here she is.

coming home at about 4+.
nothing else to do.just drawing my sketches that i made.
hah.ugly.ugly.too ugly.

so.what happens on Sat?
like i told u.went out with him.Khai.he seems to be too serious.u'uh.me don't like.
smile.cheer up.pls.hate that smile.kill u.
so,just watching the movie.CONSTANTINE.
DAMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KEANU REEVES.HE'S SOOOOOOO DAMN GORGEOUS!
i melt.

smoke.smoke.smoke.that's what he did in the movie.hah.
heaven and hell wants him.both.just watch it.the show was great.trust me.
buy the tics.anywhere.

today.finally,give a time of my own.
jogging just now at seashell park.whether was great.took 2 hours to jog.restt.strech up down.
hmm.

so bored.later,religion class.

ok,not going to pray.coz having my periods.today.hate it.
but i got blood.
hah.come.

tomorrows VALENTINES!!!!!
coming to school wearing home clothesssssss!what to wear?!decide.
decide.to be continued tomorrow.

2005-02-10T22:15:00.000-08:00

nice?Khai and Icha.Me and him.Sweet.

talk to him just now on the phon as usual.but he's kinda bz so nevermind.
meeting him tomorrow.can't wait.
hahaha.

so.
let's talk about just now morning.supposed to be jogging.but no,seriously lazy to wake up man!
so,so,not out of bed..................
morning death,can't escape from it.

hah.yeryer aje.sat at home one whole day.
miss him.luv him.adores him.cherish him.treasure him a lot.

here's a pic of me and my lover.Khai.alright?

before editing,here's his pic.he's wearing spec obviously.cute aren't him.
hahha.Khai.Khai

Khai.Khai.Love.love you baby.
if u read this.
baby,i'm so lucky to get u.muacks.

2005-02-09T22:30:00.000-08:00

he proposed me.

he.Khai.

love me.trust me.

we haven't met yet.he says he likes me for whatever i am.hmm.
i accept.(",) 9th feb 2005.

meeting him on Friday,11th feb 2005.at simei.feelings will develop.shish.will it?

went out just now,with Afiqah and Kyrr.to P.Ris park.boring.just hearing songs at Afiqah discman.now.the disc is with Afiqah,forgot to take them back.

cycled Kyrr bicycle.(did i spell it correctly,coz it's since kindergarden,i didn't use that.)hah.so short to ride.but lastly,i could.

my sister went out with her lover to esplanade.to watch some fireworks.romantic.so so.hah.watever.

Khai,i want our relationship to be strong.base on trust and honesty.i quit all my stuffs away.i'll try my best just to be with u.spent more time with you.hope things went out well,if i'm meeting you.giving you my pics to let you think of me,on Fri.

for now,is all i can say that,you're now so special to me..deep inside the cut,there goes your name,my lover.

you and i can't swear to each other that we'll be together.but we've promised to trust.for the rest remains to him,he'll decide when we'll stay until eternity.

now,gonna do my paper cutting for my english.update again tomorrow.insyallah.

--------------------------------------------love him?love him not?the ans?ask.ask.ask.

2005-02-08T17:40:00.000-08:00

Limon.

Me.Bored today.

Didn't bring anything for school.

Conserts.Lame.

Malay DAnce?ok.Not so ok.

Thank You.

Not going out.Nemo,meeting him tomorrow.Sick.

for that somebody who's always in my mind,you know how much i miss you.

Fiqah trys to ask me out.The answer either no or yes.Which is which.

-------------------------------------FUCK ALL ZOOMMM--------

hah.referring to idah sweet,which u can find in friendster.

bitchie girl.GOlden Monkey.

someone send me roses feel ya.ya.ya

so sweet!my brother sent it to me.

hah.especially to me.

ate some sandwiches just now.don't know halal or not.heaauu.

ding dong.

tralalallla.(maman)

daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.cheers.out

2005-02-05T19:55:00.000-08:00

.still thinking about yesterday.

xx.sick.sick.sick and tired.xx
i just seems to be hurting my friends.i didn't mean it.ok,i was wrong.I guess i was wrong?did i?but can u tell what is it?i'm really sorry Smurfy to make you cry,and all the rest.I really2 didn't mean to happen.

Forgive me if i'm wrong.just give me a another chance to change.
if not,i accept ur decision.
i know,i'm wrong.I feel that i don't belong to anybody.
Friends..all gone.Gone.
I'm alone now.Crying.

~*~*~*~._SoRry That I HuRt You aL_.~*~*~*~
Our friendsip.Don't let it be gone.I don't want to make it loose.Pls,forgive me.
Now.
Guess you'll be wondering whats's going on.

i'M JUST no mood to tell ya all.It's btween me n my friends.

Kk.So long time i didn't updated.Guss now.
So today is,5th January.
Yesterday was 4th.Let's talk about yesterday.

4th January 2005-The day i was upset.and i hurt most of my friends feelings.No need to tell ya.
But before that,i took some pics with my friends at school.Here they are...

Joey and Bazilah(My classmate)

Bazilah and Me!

Sch time.Jacob and Yana Bomb!

That's all....
so,after that i come to sch ah.Semua lari lintang pukang gi amek buku alik dari class.
haha.becoz the om(mr malik)nak spotcheck our class,sape letak buku bwah meja kene buang.Hah.nasib baik aku smpat amek buku aku balik.haha.
so......that's all for tomrrow.but i really felt guilty.i really don't know what to do.now,they all are very with me.i reeally don't want my friendship with smurfy just to end like this becos of that thing.Smurfy,if u read this,i know how u felt too.But didn't meant to treat u all like this.For ur info,i quit tarian already.i'll be joining Art club which is dued every Fri.I don't know if u cld accept me back.

Talking about today,5th January 2005-Turun northpark just now.Meet Apek for awhile.
Here he is..

_.cute tk?ahakz!biasala darling aku!hhaha.!._
Then,after i meet him.I jumpa Yana bomb!!!!Hahaha.
Then,kena bastard sia..u know why?actually pas jumep Yana,nk jumpe Kyrr..Syakirah.Abeh on the way nk g jumpe Kyrr,dier msg aku,tk jadi.Aper saje tau ni pompan!hahah.nvm...Kyrr,sorry noh mengupat skit.hhahhaha.atleast kite bilang.
So all jer lah nari.Then tomorrow dh start kene skola ugame.SKrang ngah ader war dgn Nemo.(Ex aku)...ade uh...hehehe...
But i really2 can't forgive myself for what happen yesterday.It was the bad day of my life....
I've made 7-10 ppl cry.Hmmm........power kan?power otak kau lah sey!
Icha.icha.tkpe2.
bukak skola aku nk mintak maaf.What have i done is wrong.I really2 deserved to be punish.
K ah.Out me go.
.

_.moonlight speaks me out of time and lay me rested in heaven._

2005-02-01T18:53:00.000-08:00

Just got my tarian coztumes just now!Finally!I;ve got allthe steps correct,canot wait to perform.Heh!K,i'm so dog-tired,so here evryday Monday-Fri i nee to fetch back my lil'sis from her sch,step-class.Mata dah stim ngantok sey.

Hmm,i haven't done my maths hw yet.Urgh.Bsok got maths lesson.Confirm boring.New student step into our class yesterday!His name is Sallehudin.Cute tau muka dia.Haha.Tak ah.Tak ah.I more cuter.Eh no lah.Everybody.Craps.Yaya tak dtg tadi.So im in the house alone,jap agik kluar amek adek.Urm..haven't eaten yet.

So,hungry.Want to buy lollipop as usual.(",)...
Yesterday,after school,slack with Liyana and her bf again at northpark.

Tk abes2 usyik me skinbyrd2.tak main sey ni seme!

eeee...mengar0tx.Then jusst now i have PE.Play badminton...So much fun!!!Just got the chi advanced celebration in my class,with my form teacher Mdm Cheah.She's so the crazy2 type.'Yam Seng' is what uh?Then just now,eat peanuts.. alotsa stuff sey.

I haven't bath yet.Want to,then takemy sis.I'l update tomorrow.Tata.Kiss*Kiss

2005-01-30T22:24:00.000-08:00

Want a sweet?bluek..!Eat already!Hehehehe...So,so,so.Well,went to Syakirah home just now.Done my homework..Maths homework.Done it myself!First time seh,selalu copy.Gonna change my habit of copying ppl's work..Haha.Tomorrow,aft sch,i got tarian rehersals..Lagik skali.Tomorrow,i got maths..
Shit!Oops!sorryyy..hehe..
i forgot to domy english newspaper cutting..leceh noh..haha.Gonna do it later.I'm actually boring lah seyyy...haiz,i'm so nervous abt the chi new yr performances and not to forget Monday 14th feb,is Valentines day..Happy ADVANCED Valentines Day to everyone from me!Heheh..
K,gonna logg out now.Update tomorrow.If i got time,insyllah.
Muacks,muacks.Nite2.

2005-01-29T23:14:00.000-08:00

ChEeseeeeeeeeeeeesss.........
misssh ma blog so much!go out with Syuk just now,East Coast.Makan satay and mutton chop.Nice lah seh..then do my hw...b4 i meet him,practice tarian which imgonna perform for this chi new yr.so so dog tired .i got maths hw to do.atlast Syuk teach me abit.Then yesterday after sch,also tarian.I'm so damn DISSAPOINTED with Mr.Osman,my instructor.Bastardos lah s ey.Dier coloured2kan org sey.Yesterday he asks what's my name.Then i say ah..Aisha..
Then he say my face like patung,mcm Chucky nye bini.Siakkkkkk aje.EeEEeE...sMurfy lagi kene rabak,dier kater namer Smurfy hobbit.Terasa lah aku,nama sama mah.Beh dier ckp rambot asal cam tu.hahaha.kekek sak.beh smalam practise utk Tarian syf.i'm sweatng like a pig actually yesterday aft sch.Then,Thursday,after sch,slack with liyana and her bf,and northpath.Mendak seh.Duh~!...
so what's the plan for tomorrow,just gonna sit at home.haven't done my hw.some only.
klah.stop here k.....update tomorrow.
muackiss.

2005-01-24T17:44:00.000-08:00

which one?which one nice?LOL.took it from Smurfy webz..i got no scanner..hmmph..aniway,gd afternoon..
reach home at 3.30+...lepak jap with Yana bomppp...just now at class fun sey!so funny...art time especially..hehe...then,maths,lotsa stuff to do..guess what?i got 8/40 for my REP test..english test..some sort of comprehension..i was kinda shocked tho...see..i'm not so good in my studies..don't know if i could cope or not..hmmph..insyallah..not going out today.obviously can't..mum will be home at 5+..just me n my eldest sis in the house..i haven't ate yet..ate nasi lemak already at school..kinda full..so what's tomorrow?

Pe...yayay!gonna play what eh?hmmph...i want soccer...!yeah..tomorrow,after school mayb just gonna go straight home,see first..just now talk to Shuk...miss him!...this Sunday mayb gonna meet him...=)

okielah...want to do my hw.don't psst!psst! me k..calloz...di romanoz!.

2005-01-23T13:32:00.000-08:00

what happened to my face,after i've taken a bath?damn!did my mama put that thang again,into my shampoo case..
she betta stop it!hehe!nolah....this my picture,that i edit..like a potret eh.. hahaha..

go out with Yana BomP later!haha...buat hw with her...then go eastpoint jap jumpe kwn dier..then alik...i'm so bored sia today..bsok dh skola...hmmph....

later gonna do my stuff.pack my bag.tie shoelace...hmm....klah..that's all..i'll edit more to u tomorrow!!
muacksss!

2005-01-23T11:41:00.000-08:00

so,so,good morning!woke up at 10.30 am..was supposed to go jogging at 6.30 am..hehe..eksyen aje aku ni!hmm,i still haven't bath yet...ater mayb going to gym!hahahha...smangat eh..

so bored sey today,Kyrr just now called me..asking me out..want to buy some cap or what..don't know..hmm..so bored..Syuk's going back to camp today..i'll be missing him.
heheh..cheh.

ok..so what am i gonna do today?haiz,i think i'm gonna work out my mathematics home work..i just done my english hw yesterday...maths,haven't.i don't know sey.everytime got maths hw,didn't do.go to sch,copy from ppl..habit right!hehhehe...hmm,still don't understand some of the chapters...need somebody to teach me...!hehehe..
well,stop here then..gonna take abath before you'll be smelling me..
tata

2005-01-22T13:35:00.000-08:00

hanfong ku udah ditarik balik si!haiz,came home late yesterday at about 12pm..
when out with my friend,Syuk.Watched movie at marina square.

The show was great tho..see i'm wearing Fiqah spec,nice?

Hahaha.I had a great time yesterday,i shall not tell you!lolx..gotlah..
kk,today obviously i can't go out..gonna be bored to deathe..but mayb i'll b spending my time doing my homework..maths english..maths so many to do!!!english..durr..like hell..
hehehe...tk sabar nk bukak skola..mendak duduk rumah..haiz.
supposed to meet Nemo-My ex-today..but no..cannotmah..heheh...dun care bout him much.
hmm,later mayb i want to go shopping..relax myself,but you know what?i haven't taken a bath yet..eeeee...bucuk iCha..kwang3..klah...i'll update soon k..
_cheers_

2005-01-18T18:23:00.000-08:00

he just called me just now!!!i did not expect that.i told him to call me later coz just now i'm in school just now.got tarian.so bloody boring sia!haiyo...............................................
why do he have to come back?what reasons is he gonna give me?should i accept him back or what???i don't know...........i don't trust himwell.
like my friends say...besarkan bola,luperkan icha!hahaa....oklah.i think i don't want to get in the tarian for the chi new yr.syf i want.so hard sia..cepat plak tu langkah dorang!haiya.damn tired.
later i think i want to sleep,but i want to bath firssstttt..ok??caou.

2005-01-17T20:33:00.000-08:00

hello.at 630+ went back to my home sweet home.just got back from tarian.so penat sia.beh i dance hiphop..hehe.never dance like this before..(",)..so much fun but exhausted too.I'm sweating like a pig man.woosh!hehe...then just now terserempak my ex-kecik-i miss him so much.then,yesterday i went out with Shuk.So great!hahah..funny sia..~!
then on las Sat i went out with Smurfy and Fiqah only.When to esplanade.Took many pictures...!hehehhee....so much fun we had..~next wk,don't know want to go again or not..
then tomorrow and Wednesday i got tarian.confirm tired sia..!hahaha.so excited to get in~!here's the pic we took there....

2005-01-15T22:26:00.000-08:00

i hav so much fun today!he he he.went out with smurfy and fiqah.take pics.go to esplanade,town.far east.
ate at kfc.aku byk minum ai coz i'm so thirsty sia.
hahaha.then,terserempak with fiqah abg sedara.beh amek gmbar pat esplanade mlm2.
ahaha.so much fun.updating the pics soon.in smurfy digi camera.but now her msn is spoilt.
then just now at dewan joget asmaradana.haha.with shikin and smurfy.i'm so excited!i want to get in sey.haiz.hope so.tomorrow,maybe going study.kwang3.donno lah.
i'm so tired.damn2 tired.later wash off my make up somemore.
hmm.this tues adn wednesday git tarian.hmmph.
klah,wanna take a bath.bubye.

2005-01-14T22:12:00.000-08:00

nothing today.only tarian.
boring.waiting for him.
nothing.just gave up.no more in love.
never ever.

2005-01-13T17:06:00.000-08:00

i'm so damn bored today.Just slack with Smurfy and Nas(yaya).Took pics again.In Smurfy digi cam.I'm still waiting for his love.For his respond.Die ckp aku,dier pon!Besarkan bola,lupekan Icha.hahah!
memang ah.nvm ah.if he ignores me,he don't care bout me.i don't blame him.he still can get his achievement.but i need somebody that really cares for me and love me truly.somebody that's straight forward at telling his feelings.i don't need to rush in things.still got more to go.haha!
tarian is tomorrow.i'm so damn excited.i want to perform on chi new yr!haizzzzzzz.i'm tired at sch just now.got lotsa stuff to do.expecially maths..tak habis2 si cikgu mushroom tu kasih kite org hw!haiyo...
this Sat he cannot make it.he wants to watch bolaaaaaa......
pentingkan ballsssssss...haiz.nvmlah..i go with smurfy sudah.i want to forget.i'm sure i can!klah..want to go and eat.
see ya~caou*

2005-01-12T20:40:00.000-08:00

If a gal cries in front of you,it means that she couldn't takeit anymore.
If you took her hand,she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to beingherselfanymore.
A gal won't cry easily,except in front of the person who she love themost,she becomes weak.
A gal won't cry easily,only when she love you the most,she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cried bcoz of you,please hold her hands firmly,she's the one who would stay with you for the restofyour life.
Guys, if a gal cried bcoz of you,please don't give her up,maybe bcoz of your decision,you ruin her life.To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.Don't do this to a gal,You may regret for the rest of your life.Maybe in your life,she's the only one that love you the most.Remember this lesson.

Lolx.Maybe that's it.Hah,i was worried that time when K didn't call me.K his namer is Rabuanal Iskandar ok..just call him Rabu aightx.I miss so badly!duh!i wanna meet him this Sat.Out to esplanade i think.Hmm,kinda tired just now.Tarian at 3..this Fri also.Practicing for chi new yr and syf.
Hahah.aku nk perform sey!lamer tk perform.Lagu Asmaradana.Sedap eyy lagu dier.Today i got so many hw adn stuffs to do.Waiting for his call..so the lmbat tau.haiyo..hmm.
atlast i confessed to him i luv him.Hah,i tell him it was a poem.I wrote for him.Macam poem pasal rythming kan...then dier ckp bdek.Beh i said btul lah..then he ask was it confession??...
tu aru aku ckp a'ah.Aku tk tau..abeh dier ckp aku bohong.Mane la aku tau..Haiz,smalam dh gaduh dgn dier pasal-something-..no need to tell yer k.
Muacks,gonna do my hw.Bye my peaches and creams.Lov you~*

Am i in love?

2005-01-10T16:22:00.000-08:00

gee.wondering why..i miss K so badly since yesterday when i met him.His cute face and his sweet smile and his wet kisses....Aww....just miss him!!..
yesterday i went out with K,as u can see the boy pic.He's so damn funny.He makes me happy sey....ish.Am i starting to fall in luv with him?Hmm.thinking.Went to sch just now.Reached home early,don't want to waste time hanging ard.Haiz..This Weekends gonna meet him again i think...i really do miss him.Gonna do my hw later..and i forgot!yesterday i took pictures with K and Smurfy.Smurfy blanje!Hahaha....dier peh neoprint susah sey.tk faham aku.khekhekz.......
i get so many pinches from K.Hish!!!gonna slap him hardddddd!!!
hahahahah...nnti aku slap dier jer..dier tahan aku kuat2 beh dier cium aku.irritating to da max kan...hahaha.let it be.jus lean back icha.do not rush.one day he'll know how i feel towards him.

Tired.Now.

2005-01-07T17:52:00.000-08:00

So tired i am.Haha!School was fun just now.Got cca trial.Malay dance. Tadi petang company my friend Liyana teman her,jumpe his friend.Syam.Hmm,i'm so bored.After this,i'll go and do my homework and do some notes.Just now chat with Iskandar,Eliana ex.Irritating to da max sia~!Haha,tapi aku boleh tahan.Haha~This Sunday,i'll be meeting him.Haiz,nak pergi mane sey,aku dh tkde sen.Haiyo~Haha.Just now pat class,kene acting sey.For literature.Khekhek siak.Hehe.The teachers are funn...except for maths and history.Tadi history kene stand pat luar sia.Becoz i didn't do the cover page for the history file.Byk org kene.Beh jus tgl 5-8 in the class.Skit sey.Kite org berderet pat luar standing.Kalau ade teachers pass by,kene greet sey.Haha,Liyana pon kene.She standing infront of me just now outside.Abeh maths,cikgu dier boring.Dhlah garang,Rambot mushroom...Hish,mengupat aje aku.Biler aku nk taobat!!haha.mayb i'll b praying later k...caou.that's all for today.
Muacks,i.l.u.

Oops!Seem So Buzy.

2005-01-06T20:37:00.000-08:00

ehks!i'm so sorry that i did not update such a long time.Seem so busy with school stuffs.Okay,let me tell ya what happen.last few days ago okay.Hmm..so,so stress..

Wednesday-After school went out with Syakirah,studying.Sohardworking ah!!..hehe..Then,i have tarian meetings.So bored.

Thursday-That is today.

Haha!!Supposed to go for malay dance.I go for a while only ah.Then,go and jln2 with Fahmy.Heheh.Khekhekz ah dier..Bdk punk uh.
Bu,watever..Hmm..just now i got pe,skali terjatuh sey mii...hish..biler tngah main floorball ah..cikgu terlanggar aku.Ape punya cikgu.My teacher is Mr Azarizal.Sedap eh nama.Haha.Just now take ht and wt.Makin gemok siak aku.Makin pendek plak tu.
Kwang3!!Ape sajer..~Ok lah,tomorrow,i'll be updating k.I promise baby,muacks...Caou!

School Re-Open

2005-01-02T21:38:00.000-08:00

ish..cepat sia bsok dh skola..
tapi aku tetap jiwa sec 3..
kwang3..ape jer Icha..
hahah.
ngok ni..aku kai slendang..amcm ok?

New Year 2005

2005-01-01T06:30:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!Just talk with smurfy just now.Tak tido sey aku.Kwang3!!!hmm..2005.Atlast,azam baruku..utk belajar bersungguh2..make my parents proud of mi ..change myself for the better of me..i was watching critters3...mepek sia citer..sbelom cite ni..cite 'interview with a vampire'.The show was great~!Brad pitt ade.Punyalah berg.Takbleh angkatz.
hehe..oklah nnti petang i update k..insyallah~!..aku ngantuk noh~..
Nak tdo...nite2..eh maaf...morning~!
Niway..."Happy New Year 2005~!"

New Year Eve's

2004-12-31T23:07:00.000-08:00

Goodbye to 2004,hello to 2005!Wee~!
I'm so happy~!But i don't want to celebrate,just wishing people around~!
Kesian sey negara2 yg melanda tsunami~!I'm so thankful to god that my country tidak terlibat.Pray hard.I'll be respecting them.Pray hard to god so they'll not be suffering badly.And just wish,that there will be no racism.Aniway,tadi Kinchi called me.Mendak jer berbual dgn dier..
Main karoake just now.Lagu'Semoga Abadi' by Misha Omar.
I adore her so much.Hope to be a singer one day~!
Hope..so.Yesterday,i watched Kung Fu hustle with my girlfriends.
Hmmph~!The movie was not bad though~!Makes me tickle on my sit.
It's an action pack story i think.A lot of fighting going on.But overall,i give it a thumbs up~!(",)..
Alright..now,i want to feed my fishes with shrimp.They're very hungy.
Belum makan tau~!Hah,Adios okay.
Caou.